My Daughter, Leilani Michelle Moye became one of my family’s Beautiful Little Angels watching over us in January 2020 after choking at Daycare.  My family and I are continuing to digest and heal.  During this time, I began to sew, thinking whatever I do in this time needs to be Great because this is time, I would have been spending with one of my two beautiful babies!!!  I began to learn, pray, sew, cry, feel guilty about doing something in the time I felt was reserved and promised to my Lei Lei because God chose me, God chose my husband, God chose my son, God chose my Family to be blessed with such a Great gift.  Our baby girl was born with Trisomy 21 and a heart defect.  She was such a strong cheerful little girl and was Healthy, Thriving, Horse playing with her Big Brother and Loving and Joking with all of us.  Showing us her full personality!!  My Beautiful Baby Girl....  we miss every moment of our Lives.  In my earthly mind, this should not have happened.  She was about to start school, extremely excited about walking, about to go to Disney for the first time.  My husband and I have/had our kids‘ “life plans” in full motion!  We hold onto God’s Hand, Word, Favor, Blessings, Mercy....  She was a big blessing and a beautiful pleasure.  I feel so honored and a little cheated.